the dreaded question

Every other day I usually get two questions thrown in my direction. TO be honest these are not exactly my favorite questions, in fact I absolutely hate them.

1. SO Rachel what are you doing with your life?
2. oh (thinking in there head...what a let down) so are you dating anyone?

First off I love the age that I am in. I really do. When I look back I can honestly say that I have been able to do some incredible things in my life. Lived in foreign countries, visited places, got a college degree, met some incredible people etc. I love it! BUT when some throws that #1 question at me I always feel like a let down. SO yeah I am kind of floating around, playing lots, making and spending lots of money and I don't have a plan. BUT do I need one? Should I know where I want to be in the next five years? Heck I am still deciding where I want to be in the next 4 months.

Is that so wrong that I haven't maped it out?

NO! I know I am a floater...I realize I am a person who is always looking for a change, seeing new places and meeting new people. I guess I have that blessing/curse of wanting to travel around the world. But by doing so am I totally putting those things that are "most important" on hold or in jeopardy?

SO just in case you were wondering what I was doing with my life? I have no idea...loving it everyday and always looking for someone to tell me!

I will now get off of my soap box.

heals my world.

For some of you it is no suprise that I LOVE Chris Brown. Well I love the way he moves, his face, voice and smile. I don't agree with what he did to Rihanna but seriously how can you not love that smile. heavens. Well I also have a great love for Michael Jackson. Yes he was a little odd but i do love his sweet moves and voice. So last night when Andrew told me that Chris Brown did a tribute to Michael Jackson both singing and dancing I about died. So here it is. I searched high and low for a better copy but this is as best as I could get.



Ps. i know he got LOTS of crap for crying but i just think its a little tender.